Black Country Ghost Documentary Begins

May 3rd: Work begins on the documentary tentatively entitled Life, Death and Life in the Black Country. Inspired by The Crooked House, the documentary looks at the rise of the Black Country in the new millennium against its ghostly past.

 

During the industrial revolution the areas of Walsall, Wolverhampton, Sandwell and Dudley (collectively known as the Black Country) were a hub of chain making, iron and steel manufacturing, mining and leather making.

 

But during the economic turmoil of the 1970′s, steel manufacturing plants such as The Patent Shaft and companies like F.H Lloyds closed their doors making 1000′s redundant. Blow after economic blow bought the area to it’s knees, a shadowy ghost of its previous self.

 

Now after  almost 40 years the Black Country is on the rise again, new companies are growing up in between the haunted ruins of a glorious, historically rich area. But Black Country folk never forget their past, celebrating it with The Black Country Living Museum and embracing the plethora of ghost stories which haunt every corner. Pub’s, houses, canal tunnels, fire stations, castles and schools all have a dark supernatural story to tell, alongside the new canal developments and shiny offices.

Is the Black Country the most haunted place in the British Isles? There is certainly a big interest in ghost hunting and one thing is certain, the area has itself been reborn in recent years, re-inventing itself, while unashamed of its working class history.

 

 

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Life returns to normal

Los Angeles is famous for blockbuster films and earthquakes, fires have not really been on the score-card.

This all changed in the dying embers of 2011, when a serial arsonist attacked over 50 buildings with time delayed incendiaries. For 5 days the inhabitants of tinsel town played out their days to the soundtrack of LAFD sirens.

 

As each night fell neighborhoods grew tense, people walking dogs in the streets passed each other exchanging suspicious glances.  Perhaps the next fire could be at their place, they thought, or more likely in our post 9/11 society I wonder if it’s him?

 

But fires, like floods and accidents only happen to other people – I remember thinking this as I stood barefoot with a fire extinguisher in my hand, the heat of the fire tingling on my face and the black acrid smoke prickling the back of my throat.

 

We all felt sure that, with all the available fire trucks working on other fires, our homes and possessions wouldn’t be greeting another LA dawn. As we were all ordered away from the the blaze, I watched the orange and blue flames licking lasciviously around the entrance to our home.

But this is Hollywood and as the music of the fire rose to its crescendo the cavalry rode into view.  Like the real life stars they are, the fire crew dealt with our crisis quickly and without fuss. The flames we had feared only moments before, hissed, receded and died in just a couple of minutes. All that was left was to clear up and get back to normal – therein lies the rub!

Our apartment managers were brilliant, they’ve hustled and fought to make everything the way it was – better even. But even so the work, the noise, the mess and the incessant feeling of being on show has gone on for over two months. But today as the wintery sun poked its head out from behind the clouds, work on the palace was completed.

For my wife and I (and our disoriented Shusky – Sweeney), the fire has stolen a huge chunk of our time and creativity. These are the first creative words I’ve written in those months and as I sit typing now, my old keyboard feels like a long lost friend beneath my fingers. There is so much to write, so many scenes and creative possibilities, now that the fire and the building contractors are gone. I can pick up where circumstance left us back in December. Perhaps now our life returns to normal.

 

 

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An Edwardian Suicide Victim by Patrick Hayes

Gravelly Hill, once known as the Lichfield Road, is an ancient road as it was the main highway that connected the village of Erdington to Salford Bridge and then Birmingham.

Rookery House, Erdington

With the advent of the railways in the 1860′s, splendid red brick houses were built in Gravelly Hill as homes for the industrialists of Birmingham.  Sadly, several have been demolished or have lost their former glory by either conversion into flats or neglect.  Hidden away, however, there is one house that seems to still have a visitor from the past. Almost surrounded by modern housing the remnants of a more rural time can still be seen.

The long garden wall stretches deep down a side road.  Along the wall is a long forgotten door that should lead to a “secret garden”.  The back of the house still boasts the coloured stained glass windows that look onto, what is left of the Victorian lawn and flower beds. When I was a child I used to play in the garden which seemed to go on forever, leading eventually to a cobblestone yard and dilapidated stables. The garden had long been neglected, the lawn looked more like savannah grass and weeds populated the flower beds.  However it was still a magical, mysterious place in which to play.  Imagining the wheels of carriages noisily turning over on the cobblestones and the hot breath of horses, like steam from a kettle making trails in the crisp morning air were images that swept over me and kindled a desire to search for the mysteries of the past.

Imagination was my best playmate as I was on my own…..or was I? As I played amongst the now dilapidated stables and overgrown grass, I always felt that there was someone else watching me and I was convinced that, as I made my way up the garden and back into the house for tea, if I turned around quickly enough I would see her.  I say “her” as I was sure it would be a girl.  A girl dressed in the Edwardian fashion, very similar to Jenny Agutter in the famous film, “The Railway Children.” For some reason I gave her the name of Harriet!

Let us now continue the story inside the house.  By the 1960′s the house had been converted into flats and my Aunt Evelyn, Mrs Blundell, lived upstairs. From the lounge (which probably had been the main bedroom), footsteps could be heard, footsteps of a woman that would come up the stairs and go along the landing  and carry on to the back of the house.  At first my Aunt thought it was her teenage daughter, Teresa, coming home from school only to discover that the flat was empty.

This happened on several occasions but the pattern would change.  Sometimes the footsteps would turn right at the top of the stairs and go into the main bedroom that overlooks the front of the house.  On other occasions the “visitor” would turn left and go down the landing to the bathroom (which was probably once a bedroom) and more often than not slam the door shut as if she were in a foul mood.

This behaviour went on for years and was blandly accepted. However, the pattern of activity did eventually change.  My cousin, on finishing a telephone conversation late at night, walked down the corridor only to suddenly feel extremely cold and as she hurried into the kitchen she felt “something” as cold as ice brush past her! She also experienced one night when she suddenly woke up to see the figure of a young woman bending over her. Her sister, Sheila, also had a similar experience.

Another family member was disturbed from a night’s sleep to see, what he described as a dark figure opening the door to leave his room.

Not long after these events my Mother called to the house.  As she climbed to the top of the stairs she heard a noise and looked up to see someone go into one of the bedrooms. She remembers seeing a lady’s arm, dressed in dark clothing. She also noticed that the hand she saw was, “dainty,” like that of a “Young woman’s.” The arm  quickly darted behind the door as if that person did not wish to be seen but was unfortunately caught. Out of curiosity my Mother went to investigate. On entering the bedroom she was more than surprised to find the room empty except for a bed and ironing board!

Later, my Aunt Evelyn was to tell me that in the morning there would be a pleasant, sweet smell of roses in the lounge and also an aroma of cigars and brandy. Eventually, Evelyn saw the ghost. She described her as, “A young, very pretty woman dressed all in brown.” The apparition only lasted for a few moments but it was enough to convince my her and many others that a young Edwardian woman visits the house on Gravelly Hill.  But why, is the question so obviously posed?

A Mrs Banks, an elderly lady in the sixties, whom Evelyn nursed in the house, also heard footsteps coming up the stairs and would say, “Mr Blundell is home early tonight.” My Aunt did not have the heart to tell her that my uncle would not be home for several hours! Mrs Banks also said she was almost certain that a young woman in 1911 had committed suicide by throwing herself out of an upstairs window.  She was the daughter of a wealthy business- man who owned a pie factory in Birmingham and, after a family dispute, it seems, decided to kill herself.  This story would match up neatly with footsteps, the slamming of doors, the furious fast footsteps coming up the stairs and along the landing to either the bathroom or front bedroom.

As mentioned previously the house is divided into flats and recently I went to interview Mrs Elizabeth Packer who lived next door to my aunt. She too has experienced “happenings,” the first being when she moved into the flat in 1963. She was watching television, alone, one night when she suddenly felt someone clasp her left shoulder. At first she thought it was her husband back early and playing a trick on her. She turned round ready to admonish him only to discover that there was no one there. In fact the whole flat was empty. The same incident was repeated three weeks later. Also, the scent of, “Delicate perfume,” could be smelt in the room, suggesting that the presence was female.

Although the “clasping hand,” has not occurred for many years Mrs Packer said she still sensed there was something in the flat as recently as last year, 1994. Quite often she would see, albeit, fleetingly, a shadow pass before her eyes. She described it as, “Not substantial,” but certainly something that was there. Neither was it a trick of the light for every time it happened the room was well lit. She also always felt, especially when walking in the garden, that she was being watched.

I was also informed that another lady of the house regularly experienced, “Lots of little things,” one being the time she came to Mrs Packer’s flat and on entering the lounge said, pointing to the corner of the room, “Is that someone you know?”

Mrs Packer, quite perplexed, said, “Who?”

“That lady with the little girl,” came the reply.

Mrs Packer turned round to see where the lady was looking only to see the corner of the room as it normally was with the television set. There was no one there but Mrs Packer’s guest believed that a lady with a young girl had stood in the corner of the room!

Mrs Packer also said that the house had once been a school but did not know when that was. This interested me because, like with Mrs Packer, I always felt that when I was in the garden I was being watched and I was convinced that it was a young girl. Now I had discovered that there had been a school in the house!

The only disconcerting part of the story is that the lady who saw the woman and the girl in Mrs Packer’s flat also  had a very frightening experience in her kitchen which lay at the back of the house. She was quietly working away when she felt distracted. She turned round and was horrified at what she saw. Above her left shoulder was what she described as a, “Terrible face,” which wasn’t either male or female but “Evil.” The poor woman was petrified.

To add to the story one day before Aunty Evelyn vacated the flat she came home one day to find a young “hippy girl,” sitting on the doorstep. She was hoping to borrow money so she could return home to Bristol. She was tired, hungry and pregnant. My Aunt invited her in for a breakfast of fried bacon and eggs. On entering the house the girl froze and said to Aunt Evelyn that there had been, “Great jealousy,” in the house!

So did the young traveller’s mind tune in, like radio waves, into the emotions of the past? If Mrs Banks was correct about the suicide  then the statement about jealousy would help piece the jigsaw together.  Despite research  I have never been able to verify the story. The family that built and lived in the house were called Edwards and had no connection with any pie factory or the meat trade. However, it was Mother who inadvertently threw light on to the mystery. One evening when enquiring about the history of the house she casually told me that in Birmingham there was a well-known family of butchers, called Thompson, who were famous for their pork pies. Mom then went on to tell me that a family called Thompson lived in the house as tenants and their family occupation? They owned butchers shops and their speciality was meat pies! Maybe Mrs Banks was right after all and it was the daughter of a pie manufacturer who died all those years ago!

However, since Aunt Evelyn no longer lives there I do not know if  “Harriet” still visits. We will probably never know if the poor distraught woman, because of some family upset, took her own life by throwing herself out of the bedroom window. If she did, will her torment end or, like a well worn record, will she keep replaying those last final moments until she is released from her suffering ? Let’s hope and pray she is at peace now.

GHOST STORIES OF ERDINGTON is  published by Brewin Books.

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Halloween at The Crooked House

Huddling in the basement of The Crooked House was not how I had envisioned my Halloween. But truth be told, I was unsure of what to expect, since my fully charged high capacity video camera battery had drained after just 10 minutes’ use. But I’m getting ahead of myself, let me start from the beginning…

 

Our guide for the evening’s events was Anthony, a psychic from the paranormal investigation team called Ghosts Alive.  Anthony led our small group out of the warmth and safety of the Crooked House, and up the lane to the old railway bridge.

Almost unnoticeable in the day, the now unused bridge takes on a colder shadowy persona  at night. The nearby orange street lights only serve to make the bridge look more imposing. This combined with the light drizzle and mist from the nearby stream made for a perfect nighttime ghost walk.

There are numerous stories of a girl looking over the embankment, staring down at the passersby. Even the owners of the Crooked House have had encounters there. Wayne Penn, brother of Jason, was driving home after hours and swerved to avoid a teenage girl who ran across the road in front of him.The Old Railway Bridge - The Crooked House

Anthony later identified the apparition as the girl who is supposed to have died after falling from the bridge. His ongoing research to find the identity of the girl hit a brick wall when he found the local records are only available on paper. In an age when paranormal investigations are benefiting from many different types of electronic gadgets and computer-based records, filing cabinets and paper are the work of the devil.

Anthony, or Tony, as we now call him, relays these stories to us with ease before he begins ‘calling out’ to the spirits. While no-one sees a full-body apparition, two of the assembled felt as if they were being pushed away – out from under the bridge. At the same time, my high capacity camera battery died.


 

Back in the candlelit interior of the Crooked House, a quick pint steadies everyone’s nerves before we descend into the pub’s famous haunted crooked cellar. Few of the women decide to use the loo, probably something to do with the little girl’s wet footprints which regularly appear on the toilet’s tile floor.

The amazing thing about the cellar is that you can see the extent that the pub has sunk on one side. The chill in the air could be a supernatural visitor, but, as the cellar’s ventilation kicks in, I decide (after my near heart attack) that the chill is most likely man made.

I’ve never been to a seance before and so Hollywood’s depiction of Ouija boards and black candles was running through my mind, but in fact, neither was present. In an almost black room, our guide Rachel (a student of Tony’s) began by ‘calling out’ and respectfully asking for the spirits to join us. Abandoned pictures of previous tenants and local families watched as we all stood  (or stooped under the low ceiling) to hold hands.  I was glad to be surrounded by the living because there was a definite energy in the room.

Driving home, I couldn’t tell if it was my long day of meetings and shooting or my brush with the supernatural that made me feel so tired. But I do know that when I was passing the railway bridge, I did feel a little sad that there was no face staring down at me.

 

Thank you to Wayne and Jason Penn and the good people at The Crooked House, who allowed me to tag along and film them.

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Bad Reception – A TV possessed?

The award winning supernatural horror film, Bad Reception is now available for High Definition streaming.

A perfect movie for the Halloween season, Bad Reception is available by following the Dynamo Player link below.  See the film in full-screen HD and enjoy it anywhere, on your iPad, PC, tablet or web enabled TV.

Just $2.99 gives you 24 hours access to the film, so you can watch it once twice or seven times. If you like it you can even ‘gift’ a showing to friends or family.

If you want to watch Bad Reception right now in glorious full screen HD then just click on the cover-art.

 

 

The DVD will be available from Amazon in November, but not in time for Halloween, so enjoy the scary experience now by clicking on the Bad Reception cover.

 

If you want to order a DVD from Guvnor Films right now then click here.

 

 

 

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Ghost Hunting? Or Hunted?

So a few years back a pair of friends who know my husband Yuri and I are game for just about anything, contacted us with news of a ghost hunt that would take place at a deserted hospital in Los Angeles, The Linda Vista Community Hospital. This abandoned hospital is currently used for filming and shooting a variety of films, television shows, and music videos but has also gotten some attention from paranormal researchers and investigators, and the TV show Ghost Hunters featured the location with an overnight stay.

 

Now, I tend to be a textbook skeptic, but a skeptic who loves getting proof and being proved wrong. So as we prepped for our evening bout with the ghosties and ghouls we were prepared. We brought flashlights (the electricity was to be out in most of the building and we were setting off on our hunt at the witching hour), we also had “ghost meters” to tell us if there were any changes in electromagnetic pulses or something nice and technical like that.

 

We knew a tiny bit about the location:the hospital was used by the Santa Fe Rail for employees back in the early 1900’s, and there was talk that it had closed due to the strangely high death rate. The hospital finally closed its doors almost two decades ago in the early 1990’s and has become a historic landmark.

 

Adjacent to the main hospital building is the also-abandoned mental sanatorium with a bevy of tiny barred rooms in the attic. There was little information about this extra building, and our focus was the main hospital with its good number of wings and floors, and there is even a creepy basement with a deserted crematorium oven in the corner. All around, there was plenty of fodder for any ghost hunt.

 

In preparation for the outing, we dressed comfortably, and warmly, since it was a fall night in Boyle Heights and we knew we would be traipsing about in dark dank corners, and wanted to be able escape danger at a moment’s notice. Cargo pants for holding flashlights, long-sleeved shirts (I didn’t want to brush up against anything in the dark, even spider webs), hair braided away from my face, and lastly and superstitiously, a necklace gifted me by a friendfrom the far magical reaches of Turkey (hey, even a skeptic can take precautions). It was theHamsa Hand of Miriam/Hamesh/Fatima—it’s called by many names—a talisman said to bring luck and protection from the evil eye or danger.

 

A quick aside—as most necklace wearers know, you have a set side for applying your jewelry. Most necklaces have a clasp in the back that consists of one side which is just a solid ring and the other clasp head which has a springy piece to open and close around the ring and secure it. Most of us aren’t ambidextrous, so we have our “clasp” hand, just as we would have our “writing” hand—and we always use it to control the moveable side.

 

This evening was no exception. I secured the charm around my neck and went off in search of creepy haunts. We arrived shortly before midnight and there was already a crowd assembled. We split off into groups of 5 or 6 so that we could explore different areas simultaneously and also not lose anyone on these pitch-black maze-like grounds. Our friends Casey and Rudy and Yuri and I paired up with another couple of folks and we headed in.

We spent several hours exploring, getting spooked, realizing we were being silly, going to a different area, hearing something, getting spooked again, laughing it off, taking readings with our “ghost-o-meter”, having a flashlight die, walking into a cold breeze in a windowless room, touching the crematorium furnace which still had ashes in it (likely from a controlled fire during a film shoot, but still… ashes to ashes…), stopping in the morgue, wandering the floors and coming upon bloody handprints and eerie markings on walls—no doubt leftovers from Hollywood productions , but still creepy—having icky feelings in certain areas, splitting up occasionally to see if we could go it alone, and ultimately making it out alive.

 

I’m not saying I was a brave soul the entire time. Sure there were moments I could feel my heart racing and swear I saw something in the dark when we had turned off all our flashlights. Perhaps something did just brush against my shoulder. And let’s face it, the dark is something humans are pretty universally afraid of. It’s why we generate boogeymen and sit around campfires and scare one another. But on the whole, I was ok. Plus I had my handy-dandy protective necklace under my sweatshirt to make sure of it.

 

We finished our explorations and said our goodbyes, finding different groups had different experiences in various areas. For me the basement was the creepiest. But I also found the mental hospital upstairs to be particularly unsettling. We laughed, compared stories and said our goodnights. Yuri and I drove home, triumphant that we had gone on a real ghost hunt (and survived) as well as exhausted from the excitement. We agreed that it was an adventure that was fun but not something we needed to do every day.

 

As we got ready for bed, I reached up to take my necklace off, and found that I couldn’t. I fumbled with the clasp but couldn’t seem to remove it. And then I realized why: it was clasped in reverse. The opening was on the other side, in my not “clasp-hand.” I immediately turned to Yuri. “Did I have you put my necklace on tonight?” “No, why?” “It’s on wrong.” “Uh, ok, do you need help taking it off?” “Yeah.” As he removed it, we talked about what might have happened. I even tried putting it back on backwards, but was unable to.

 

So that raises a question. Did some apparition decide to show me how useless my “protecting hand” is by flipping it around? Had I really put it on backwards, earlier in the evening? (Highly unlikely as I was unable to recreate that, and because I have such a set way of doing it, I even remember looking at the ends before I put it on) Had Yuri put it on for me and forgotten? (Also highly unlikely as I remembered doing it and he didn’t). Or had a ghost decided the joke was on us. “Ha ha. Silly alivers, thinking their charms will save them.” So sleep tight, whoever that ghostly was, and never fear. I am still a skeptic, but I’m sure as hell wearing that necklace again the next time I go on a ghost hunt.

 

Tara Platt is an actress, a skeptic and a part time ghost-hunter. She can be found living in Hollywood, California, with her husband Yuri and their cat Nar. Incidentally, Nar seems to have “experiences” with the other side on a daily basis, based on his behavior and reactions to seemingly nothing.  For more information on the Linda Vista Hospital visit http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Linda_Vista_Community_Hospital  or for photos visit http://www.abandonedbutnotforgotten.com/linda_vista_hospital_in_boyle_heights.htm those things were all there during our adventure. For more info on Tara visit http://www.TaraPlatt.com or follow her on twitter @TaraPlatt. Tara is excited to be joining in another ghostly adventure in the new year, The Crooked House Project in the UK; she will be wearing her Hamsa Hand for this undertaking.

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Pelsall – A Little Town With a Big Ghostly History

Like many areas of the Black Country, Pelsall Village has its own fair share of ghosts and ghost sightings. One story, sent to us by photographer and author Annita Bates, tells the revealing story of The Fiery Horse – no doubt the basis for the World of Warcraft character.

Story by: Annita Bates

 

 

Legend has it that one night back in the nineteenth century, several miners witnessed a strange sight in Pelsall on their way to work.  They were convinced that they had just seen the devil himself riding on horseback, with the flames of hell around him, galloping through the fields.

As news travelled fast around the village about this bad omen, it soon came to light that there was a perfectly rational explanation for this strange sighting.

In days gone by, the absence of veterinary surgeons meant that most farmers had to use tried and trusted methods to treat their livestock for a variety of ailments.

Lice were a common affliction, and relatively easy to treat.

One evening, a local farmer coated his horse in paraffin to treat a lice infestation.  This was a common practice back in the day.

Following this, the horse was left to sleep whilst the paraffin did its job.

As the evening went by, the farmer became more and more aware of a disturbance outside.  There seemed to be some sort of movement in the stable.  The farmer decided to investigate, taking his candle with him.

On reaching the stable, with his candle still in hand, he opened the door. In doing so, the fumes from the paraffin ignited, and the horse became engulfed in flames.

Terrified, the horse bolted, galloping off into the distance.

It is likely that the horse had initially become restless during the night because of the reaction of the paraffin on its skin, or due to the pungent smell of the substance.

Following his escape, several miners on their way to work witnessed this strange sight, leading to the reports that they had just seen the devil riding on horseback with the flames of hell around him.

Story by: Annita Bates     Fiery Horse: Scenic Reflections

The un-abridged version of this story can be found in Annita’s upcoming book, “Ghosts Around Pelsall.”

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Halloween Investigation

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The Crooked House

 

The great guys over (Wayne and Jason Penn), over at the Crooked House, are gearing up for a paranormal Halloween Night.

 

The evening’s events will be captured by Guvnor Films as part of the Haunted Kingdom and Crooked House Project.

Attempting to find out more about the ghostly occupants of this intriguing public house, Guvnor Films spoke with Tina Higgins, from Ghostly Sightings UK. When carrying out an overnight investigation at the site, Tina was contacted by a small boy. So it appears that there are more ghosts associated with The Crooked House than just the two which are currently documented.

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Crooked House News

  The Crooked House Project is an ambitious transmedia project comprising of a feature film, a feature length documentary and a 12-part webseries AKA – The Haunted Kingdom.

The star of this project is a former 18th century English farmhouse, situated in Himley (Dudley) and formerly part of the Glynne Estate.

Now a local landmark, The Crooked House has two real sitting tenants the ghosts of a small girl and an older lady thought to be a barmaid.

 Inspired by the history of the place, Mark and Ashley Todd began to put together a feature film script, building on the stories of the pubs two ghostly residents. It was soon apparent that the history of the pub and the area, which dates back to 1000AD, would make a fantastic documentary – and with that the second piece of the puzzle fell into place.

Now that documentary, working title Ghost Town, is becoming a reality.

With the help of online Crowd Funding group Indie Go Go the documentary will begin shooting in October in the UK.

Full details about the filmmakers and the documentary are available at Indie Go Go or by contacting tch@guvnorfilms.com.

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Alec’s Unfinished Business

Alec’s Unfinished Business

Alec and Iris Todd 1950

It’s been 21 years since my first encounter with something or someone that I would consider a ghost. The odd thing was that the ghost in question was my father. As I was unable to be with him in his last hours, I was comforted to know he stayed around to watch my back for a little bit longer. In the 21 years since his passing I’ve met with Alec in dreams. Sometimes we’ve talked, sometimes not, sometimes we’ve argued as two prideful people can.  But he still comes around…now and again.

Let me take you back to a time before cell phones when the height of home tech was an Amstrad 9512 word processor.

October 1990 sees the final few breaths of Alec Todd, a working class man who lived and died in the small Black Country town of Wednesbury.  Cancer and heart disease had combined to give the 59 year old engineer an inevitable future, racing towards him now as the double dose of morphine coursed around his system. I am not there; I’m a million miles away in London, making daily phone calls and hoping selfishly that the end will be slow enough to give me time to make the National coach trip.

The funeral brings together a family of people too distant to feel the pain of Alec’s wife of almost forty years, and my mother, Iris.  Stoic as ever, Iris saw out her duties with her unique blend of shyness and strength.  Alec’s wish to be buried near to Iris meant he was laid to rest a short walk from the house.

The family wake at the house was soon over and in the quiet afterwards Iris set out her plan to get her house in order. The first order of business was ‘selling Alec’s car’.

For more than 15 years the family car was an ex-army Landrover, which Alec took great pride in servicing. Although servicing, on reflection, is a ridiculously diminutive phrase for the real work he’d done: cylinder head gaskets, accident repairs, re-styling the body work and re-wiring the electrics to accommodate the family caravan were far beyond just keeping the car on the road. But now the workhorse had no master and it was time to let it go.

It’s been my experience that so called ‘rational decisions’ lose something over time and the idea to siphon off some of the 30 gallons of petrol in the Landrover, to give members of the family, now seems….less rational. But decision made, I headed off to the garage.

The garage was just like Alec, neat, tidy and everything in its place, shadows of National Service training. I expected to see Alec working at the bench, his NHS reading glasses halfway down his nose.  But today there was just the blue and white Landrover sitting in the shadows.

Pulling the car out of the garage I chose a suitable tube from the lengths hanging on the wall. Removing the driver’s seat to reveal the fuel tank, I opened the fuel cap and took in the familiar, but sickening smell of petrol.

After a couple of tries the petrol began to flow into the ex-army ‘jerry can’ and I ate Polo mints to take the taste from mouth. Minutes passed and the trickle of petrol had barely filled half of one can, but eager not to bathe the driveway in flammable liquid I stayed rooted to the spot approximating the time till the can was full. The tension mounted as the can was almost full, don’t stop the flow or you’ll be eating mints again.  After what seemed like a lifetime, one swift move took the tube out of the first and into the second can and I felt like a member of a formula one pit crew.

While the second can was filling slowly, I began to do checks on oil, water, brake lights, and indicators. Finishing these, with time to spare, I began checking tyre pressures, working my way anti-clockwise around the car. I did all this the way Alec had taught me to do it, that was the way things worked – Alec’s rules.

I was on the last tyre, my knees sore from the driveway’s cracked concrete when there were three loud bangs on the side of the car – an open palm slapping on the car body. I jumped, no doubt the evil intention of the neighbour or relative checking up on me.  I stood up ready to greet whoever.

There was no one there.

I looked around, no one in the garden, near the house or in the garage. Then I saw it. The pipe on the fuel tank was slowly slipping out, threatening to douse the inside of the car with petrol. I ran, grabbed the pipe and safely drained the petrol into the jerry can.

I didn’t think, I didn’t reason all I said was “Thanks Dad.”

To Iris this wasn’t a revelation she wasn’t surprised at all, she’d felt Alec was still around watching over her as well.  She did then and I think she does to this day, say goodnight to him every night when she goes to sleep.

In the 21 years since his passing I’ve met with Alec in dreams. Sometimes we’ve talked, sometimes not, sometimes we’ve argued as two prideful people can.  But he still comes around…now and again.

 

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